A Letter To My Two Year Old Self.

       A letter to my two year old self.
       Dear Raven,
                         How are you? I am your future 16 year old self. By the time you are ten, you won't even picture being 16, you won't think you are going to make it. But we did, you won't believe how surprised I was when I lived another year.
       You are two years old. You are a very cute little kid! Unfortunately, bad things are about to happen, In a couple years. It rips my heart into ten million little      pieces to know that you don't know this. You just play with your toys and learn things. Mommy and Daddy don't know it eiether. I'd give anything to make it so that you will not have to experience the horror that you will. I would take it on myself to save you, but then, I already did.
    But you are strong. A lot of times you won't be aware that you are this strong, but you are!!  Every kid who fights this is a warrior, and it is going to take you 12 years to realize it. You can do it, kid!
      A lot of things are going to happen along the way, you are going to get angry and sad a lot, but things look up. It's all   going to make you cry "WHY??" But listen! Of course you are going to get sad a lot, this I know, but there is going to be a lot of good days!! You are going to develop talents and abilities! You are going to help others!
     Other people and helping them will be very important to you, and that is special. Think of this, helping other people makes you feel all warm inside, like you have a purpose! Plus, what's better then helping another person? Never let go of it.
    I don't have to tell you to walk a straight path because I know that you are going to be a straight ahead kid, Mom and Dad are going to see to that. Of course sometimes you are going to question their motives, it will all turn out for the best. It will take time to get it together, but what is growing up for? Getting it together of course!      
              Well, I'm going to close for now, you can go back to watching TV or playing with your toys. You probably don't understand this crazy letter anyway! Be strong little Raven, you can do it. Know that I love you. And God, I miss you more then anything right now.      
                                                            Love,
                                                                  Raven, age 16. YOU.